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[08 May 2003|01:40am]
im really glad i saw this movie.
i really liked it, even though it was so sad.

mr
You are the beautiful and tragic Moulin Rouge!
Love is the most important thing, even when it
could mean your death. You will always stay
true to your love, and you can't stop singing
about it.


What Great Romantic Movie Are You?
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sorry if you seen this already from my other journal [06 May 2003|02:32am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | ADULT -"sKINLIKE" ]

LADIES ROOM SEARCH )

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[01 May 2003|11:38pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Pulp- "mile end" ]

new lj icon :)

today was charles' bday and we all celebrated. i made brownies, this time i put butterschoch chips in them with choc. chips. MMM CHOCOLATE! oh, and i also ate steak. i havent had steak for the longest time! i feel disgusting now. [BUT IT WAS SO GOOD] i have meat at the bottom of my stomach. or somewhere. maybe its moving about, not staying in one place lol theres a party in my stomach, so who knows wher eit is!..anyway, christina's boyfriend just left, they watched harry potter part 2. haha that movie is such a little kids movie! i watched it w/ my dad the other night, and i fell asleep.. like twice. my dad is like a little kid, he was having so much fun watching it. haha :) he kept calling me a party pooper b/c i couldnt stay awake OH WELL at least hes been in a good mood the whole time hes been here.
my dad in a good mood = everyone in a good mood

oh my gosh. the sink is piled full of dishes. the counters are piled w/ dishes.
and guess whos turn it is to wash?
mine!
:'(

*stole this quiz from sandeeeeeeee*

You're Andy Fletcher. God, I'm so sorry.


Which Member of Depeche Mode are you?
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haha..yeah :) i DO like to clap a lot

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i have a bone to pick. [01 May 2003|01:26am]
[ mood | all huffy >:[ ]
[ music | mount sims- "unspeakable" ]

i dont know who the sundays are.
but didnt mazzy star do "wild horses" origionally?? isnt that her song on the fear soundtrack??

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whats the matta pussycat? [30 Apr 2003|11:53pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | egyption lover baby ]

lame jennnnnnn!!!! i got off-line b/c i thought south park came on tonight at 10:30...
i was wrong. i wound up channel surfing for about half an hour and then put on the golden girls and watched them for a while. it was a funny episode. I LOVE THE GOLDEN GIRLS!
me and christina were laughing our asses off. i love my sister, shes like my best friend.
and uh.. besides!.. i don't know anyone else who would watch that show w/ me.
christina drew this.. can anyone tell who it is????



AAHH ITS ON RIGHTNOW AND IM MISSING IT! (south park) dammit i never get to see an episode. i havent seen a whole south park episode for like 2 yrs! :/ i guess thats what i get for never watchign tv.
also! the other night i was flipping channels and i saw FISCHERSPOONER on. i was like adslkfjalsdkjf !!!!!! i wish i knew it was on.. :/ maybe i could have caught it from the beginning! haha--anyway! i still got all excited.
me=huge huge dork

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hah.. hahahaha.. [29 Apr 2003|11:44pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | "lush life"- chicks on speed ]

i smell like fried flour tortillas (mm!)

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thismorning.. [28 Apr 2003|11:46pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | madonna- "die another day" ]

i had this nightmare that when i was at the computer my feet were in a tub of water.. i think i was soaking them or something... and there were piranhas swimmin around and it hurt so bad and then,.. somehow some got on my neck and i had this big chunk of skin missing, and i was losing SOOOoooo much blood...
i wish i was a dream interpreter.

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[28 Apr 2003|10:58pm]
[ music | peaches- "AAXXX" ]

heres the pics i took of sandy & christina yesterday in the car, after our other pictures got lost :(
eh we still had fun.

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my feet hurt [28 Apr 2003|02:54am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | ADULT- "hand to phone" ]

i guess thats what i get for walking around a lot..
today was fun :D me and christina and evan & SANDy went to hollywood and walked around a lot. i got to put my hands in the marilyn's hand imprints, and also bruce willis (heart!), richard geres... and gretta garbo's and jean harlows!!!! HER HANDS WERE THE SMALLEST that ive seen there. sandys hands fit perfectly, of course :D
i took my time to read all the hollywood stars as we were walking. i saw a dorthy gish (i dont even know if her first name was dorthy.. it was something like that..) and i thought of bobbi, nicks ex girlfriend who has gish in her lj name <3 hmm what else happened? we saw this weird guy that was screamin "jesus loves you!" and he had this big sign and he was following people. he even stopped a car that was taking a right and almost got on the hood, yelling "hahahahahaha!" i really wonder if jesus approves of his behavior..

it totally sucked. we took some cool pictures and my batteries fell out of my digi cam and i lost all the pics. we took some to make up for the lost ones when we were in the car, on the way home. i would post a couple from that batch.. but i think i posted enough pictures. i also think ive turned into a picture posting freak.

tonight when we got home, nick called OMG IT WAS HILARIOUS! my sister picks up the phone and answers it with: 'WHO TOLD YOU TO CALL ME!'... i wonder what he was like? haha and then sandy took the phone from christina and said hi.
:/ we didnt get to talk for very long b/c evan bought a pizza and they wanted me off the phone so i could join them for dinner. it was GOOD. then we were going to watch drumline. i think im going to watch it w/ her tomorrow?...
CIAO Babes im going off to meme land

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[27 Apr 2003|10:16pm]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | Tracy and the Plastics- "plastics got the fashion" ]

its always so boring waiting for your food ..so why not bust out w/ the camera and take pictures of everybody?!

Pictures of what happened AFTER christinas prom )

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everybody goes dancin' and i feel like stayin home.. [26 Apr 2003|07:34pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | fischerspooner- "you're my disco" ]

PSSH yah right! lol... well, christina & evan just left to go to prom ohhh lord she looked so gorgeous.

evan & christina are gonna swing by the house after prom and pick me & sandy up (IF SHE MAKES IT HERE!) we're gonna go out. but that wont be till after midnight, i think.


OH a very long night lies ahead of me. time is going by slow

heres a pic of my baby sis & evan <33

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<333 look what i got today [25 Apr 2003|11:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "headbanger face"- A.R.E. Weapons ]

i know everybody has these shoes, but i think they're so cute! i had to get a pair for myself. lol im all late

dont ask me why my room looks liek its on fire. its always red/ pink b/c of the curtains


when the streets are burnin even hotter than you-- wtf are you supposed to do when you cant go out and you cant stay inside...
*ahem!* i think thats FAR ENOUGH posts from me, today, ladies & gents.
sorry for not using a lj cut for the pic.

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aww [25 Apr 2003|10:22pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | "we electric"- Mount Sims ]

i am looking at my buddylist right now and cant help but let my lips curl up into a smile! like almost all my friends are on here. i thought i was ready to settle in for a lonely/ boring night online but actually a lot of people are on.

yay <3


the only one thats missing is mish! where is dat hoe

its past 9--- her usual time to be online :/ i hope shes ok

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prom night for the youngsters tomorrow at the COPACABANNA!!! haha.. fancy, huh [25 Apr 2003|07:53pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Egyption lover- "egyption lover" ]

(i hope i spelt copacabanna right..) tomorrow christina is going to this beauty school to get her hair done *shes gettin something like an audry hepburn style* cuz its like.. WAY CHEAPER than getting it done in a salon. when shes getting it done, i am going to see when classes start. i want to be a hairstlist and makeup artist, eep! or i hope to be.. [haha and have that hot rockstar boyfriend living in a mansion in hollywood.. ;).. hehe]
*sighs*

christina looks so pretty in her dress, i cant wait to see evans face when he sees her!!!! lucky her, shes going w/ a date. i didnt have a date last year when i went to my prom.. i went w/ *<3*lisa and vassa*<3!* and a group of guys were w/ us and we all took a limo. it was cool, but i really wished i could have had a date. uggh. towards the end, i danced w/ louis. he's this annoying guy that bugged all the girls.. they caught it on tape! and its on the tape that everyone got when they were picking up their pictures. omg haha i was like NO IM ON CAMERA! lol. IT WAS SO DISGUSTING, HE HAD A BONER WHEN HE WAS TRYING TO HOLD ME CLOSE.. I WAS LIKE OMG EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW HAHA i wouldnt mind if it was a hot guy, but come on, it was louis..
....
this song that im listening to is OLD SCHOOL. haha brings back memories from when me and my sis were little.. we used to sit in our room friday nights and listen to the radiostation that would play this dance music. and we would play barbies and make them dance like freaks. haha they couldnt really do much but just move their feet and their arms were in a stiff L shape. some of them had arms that were straight down. yeah.. *oh the memories!* haha
i want to dance right now. maybe i'll go to my room and get down w/ my bad self. by myself. heh..

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cinderellaJEN??????????? [24 Apr 2003|05:27pm]
[ mood | like nobody cares.. ]
[ music | Adult- "skinlike" ]

:(
after i swept and mopped the kitchen floor this afternoon, i said to charles, who was outside, to not come in the kitchen for a while b/c the floor was drying. i did a pretty damn good job, too. no longer than 3 minutes go by and charles brings in the dog. his paws were all dirty.. you can guess what happened after that. nasty little dog prints were all over the place. OOHH i was so angry!!! i stormed outside to yell at charles and all he could say was "well EXCUSE ME!" i was like "yeah excuse you! fuck off charles!!" i was so mad. i felt like cinderella. you remember that part when shes done cleaning all the floors and then the cat gets his little paws in the dust pan and goes all over the place and the sisters and mom just tell her to clean it up all over again. i felt like that. moping was especially hard b/c i had to wring out the mop w/ my own hands and my back got a little sore from bending over for a while (for all of you know dont know, my back hurts a lot b/c i have back problems [haah! like an old lady..]) its like i did it all for nothing.

oh. and after all is said and done, my grama comes in my room to tell me that i have to watch what i say and respect my elders. and that i hurt his feelings when i said what i said.
i couldnt be more angry than this. i have so much anger in my heart that i feel like its going to burst. but all i can do is cry. i feel like nobody knows and nobody cares.
it doesnt seem like a very big deal, but it is to me.
all i can do is sit here and cry like a FUCKING BABY.
HATE & ANGER DOESNT BELONG IN MY HEART, LOVE DOES. RIGHT NOW IM SO ANGRY THAT THERE ISNT LOVE AND I FEEL SICK. TOO MUCH ANGER. im so mad!!!!!!!!!!!

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she just refuses to do so. [24 Apr 2003|02:54am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Mount Sims-"unspeakable" ]

zulema IMs me tonight, telling me to go to sleep.
i cant.. im just NOT tired. i will try anyway, soon.
i wish i had something important to write about tonight.
here, i took this quiz.. and i got drew barrymore (again) but i didnt want her this time. i just wanted winona b/c shes so pretty and i want to put something pretty in my journal.
i just need some sleep..





WHAT "ALTERNATIVE" HOLLYWOOD STARLETTE ARE YOU?

this quiz was made by the sunni bunni bear

i havent been up to much. i just walk around all day feeling like a damn zombie
OH. and time goes by so fast. its already almost the end of april..
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ghosts?? [22 Apr 2003|05:41pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | "for all the boys in the world"- chicks on speed ]

how scarey.
someone just caressed the back of my head and i thought it was someone like my mom or my grama coming up behind me... and i turn around NOBODY'S THERE.

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listen to the distance between us [22 Apr 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | chicks on speed ]

can i have a taste of your ice cream
can i lick the crumbs from your table
can i interefere in your crisis
no. mind your own business

my god, it doesnt get more boring than this.

livejournal!!! [22 Apr 2003|01:53am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | fischerspooner- "L.A. Song" <33 ]

what a way to meet new people & make friends
<333
today was a quite eventful day.
(in order of events most recent to oldest)
--friend josh is talking to me again! (after few months of
silence)
--saw boo boo (my cat that went missing, recently, for those of you who didnt know..), MY BABY IS STILL ALIVE he ran too fast for
me to catch him, but hes still alive, thank god.
--MISH IS HOME NOW! WELCOME BACK MY DARLING MISHIE POO!! <33
--made myself a new friend named bren :D he found me on lj
and started asking me what there was to do in san bernardino.
haha poor guy. i told him there isnt much to do out here! yes
san bernardino is sooo boring. blah. i belive i am going to meet him for lunch tomorrow, if all goes well.
--took pictures w/ lucky bub, and by myself. no lipstick, everybody! the pics are posted, below.
--cleaned up after heathens.. lastnight nobody cleaned up the HAM GREASE and the CHICKEN GREASE. so i had to do it today.
uggh. things like this makes me want to stop eating meat.
what a crummy way to start the day, huh! :(

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[20 Apr 2003|12:53am]
sooo.. mish is on her trip viva las vegas, i hope she is having lots of fun! (while i am here missing her online and in person!). i cant wait till she shows me pictures.
haha i hope she meets a hot rockabilly/ greaser guy for herself; she needs one! :D maybe she will come back w/ some exciting stories to tell me and a tan from walking around in that hot desert. the city of sin.
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